I have seven tattoos in addition to my dearly departed lip ring. I didn't modify my body in order to shock, or to be different, or to be cool. Granted, sometimes it's fun to shock and be different, but it can also sometimes be detrimental when trying to establish relationships. I got my piercings and tattoos because they're an expression of who I am and where I've been. They are a physical expression of the spiritual, emotional and mental journey I've been on my whole life; as I continue that journey, I expect that I will continue to change on the outside, continue to reflect how I'm changing on the inside.
The mods do make some people uncomfortable, though, especially when it comes to publicly performing the duties of a mainline church pastor. Although I know it does make some uncomfortable, I will not hide or change my modifications in order to participate in or lead worship in my church. When asked to consider whether I would take the lip ring out in order to lead worship, my answer must definitively be no. I've thought a lot about that answer, practically and theologically.
I believe that worship should be a place and time where we can come as we are. If I change who I am (and a visible piercing or tattoo definitely says something about who I am) in order to lead worship, then I'm saying there's something wrong with the way I am. That somehow, I'm not acceptable to talk to and about God in front of people unless I look more like them; that I have to change in order to become suitable.
One argument against this could be the same one used to prevent me from wearing my cap backwards when I played softball in sixth grade. When you do a certain job, or perform a certain function, there's a certain outfit you wear. For softball, it was a uniform, and everyone was supposed to look the same. Some may argue that leading worship is like any other job - there's certain clothing and apparel that are appropriate, and others that are not. I don't have a problem wearing a skirt to worship, although the heels can be a bit much. As much as I'd like to wear jeans, I don't have a problem wearing slacks instead; I understand that for many people, Sunday morning is still a time to "bring your best", and if I wore jeans it would distract them so much I wouldn't be able to lead well. I totally hear that argument, and think it has validity.
But my point is that for me, at least, body modification isn't something that I do casually, like I choose my clothing. While piercings are less permanent than tattoos, both are at least semi-permanent outward expressions of inward truths. While I do appreciate the aesthetics of the lip ring and of my tats, they also do a whole lot more than look good. They start conversations, identify me with a number of cultural groups, and serve as outward reminders of certain places on my journey that have transformed me. The process of choosing and getting a piercing or tattoo serves as a significant spiritual ritual for me.
I know I'm not the only one who feels this way, and I also know a lot of people don't feel this way. Let me hear from you either way.
~peace&blessings~
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ReplyDeleteSo I guess I get to post something in response. I would say that there are pro's and con's with body moifications. With that said, I would say that if a church has no problems with it or doesn't have anything in the "rules" about it that they should be ok with it. However, if a church has rules and you refuse to follow them, that is a different situation. I'm assuming that when you get a job in a church, the issue may come up. I would say that if they don't want you because of it, then they tailor to a certain type of christian and would like to have their church staff look a certain way. On the other side, there are churches that will accept a minister(worship/youth/head pastor) with body modifications. Granted, there are fewer of them, but they do exist. I guess, what I'm saying is that I personally have no problems with body modification in a leader of the church. However, as a future leader, you should not be devicive in a church(eg. fight so that you can be a leader in the church even though the rules prohibit leaders from having exposed tats). So what I'm trying to say is that it's ok to have them, just don't force others to stumble because of them.
Rachel, I really had never thought about piercing in the way that you have described here; you have made some interesting points. I would not ever consider a piercing because it just "isn't me" - and I don't suppose I have thought about it in terms of worship leadership, since I don't know any pastors with the type of piercings you describe. Our male pastor, who is not gay, does wear an earring, and this doesn't bother me a bit. I do think that the point of a pastor leading worship is to draw the worshippers closer to God and to enable their worship process. It is possible that a visible piercing could truly distract some people from that. So, in that way, I kind of see it as the same as eating meat offered to idols, ie, if it offends those of weaker faith, don't do it for their sake. It might even be the type of situation where you wear the piercing sometimes, but not at other times, not because there is anything wrong with it, but simply out of respect for your role as worship leader and those whom you lead. Does this make any sense? It's always a hard call for leaders to know where their leadership affects their personal style. Good luck as you make your careful, well thought out decision.
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ReplyDeleteI pretty much think people should be loving, gracious, and intelligent enough to get to know a person for who they are as a complete human being. Deciding that someone's piercings or tattoos are somehow a distraction to their worship of God says more about that person and their relationship to God and others, than anything about the leadership capacity or gifts of the person with the piercings. There's a minister in Denver who's appearance may fall under the category of "distracting" if you will - but read her life story - she is a beautifully embodied witness to the Good News we know in Jesus: http://sarcasticlutheran.typepad.com/sarcastic_lutheran/me/
ReplyDeleteRachel, sorry about your lip ring! I hope it heals soon :-) And maybe you'll find an even better one to get later! Be blessed :)
Oooh, and she just got a new tattoo! http://sarcasticlutheran.typepad.com/sarcastic_lutheran/2009/10/lazarus-tattoo.html
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